You know what, it is really hard for me when it comes to deal with my own feeling.
The big problem is I always "cepat terasa" in whatever condition, even in the simple matter.
Worst come to worst when I feel so down and lost my spirit to study after that.
That's one thing.I afraid the consequences after that.Like in my class since this new sem some of the students from BLB2(Last sem) entered to my class,the condition in my class became different.I hate when it comes to my presentation people don't laugh anymore, seems they feel bored with my presentation or I don't know what.Am I to formal?
I don't know.U know what,when I speak in front of class I feel like I speak to batu.When my presentation over,yah it is over.Just like that.Oh I really don't like that.Huhu
It just like I don't get support from my own classmate.huhu.Although it looks like simple matter,but for me it is like a big prob for me.Entahlah.Sometimes I just want to let it be.Maybe it is just not more than a feeling.
The effect after this I think that my presentation is really bad because people feel like don't happy with me,thus my marks will be really2 low.Oh.-presentation arab n business- :(
Am I will be really2 not success this sem?
Entahlah.I just hope that I still be able to continue my study.
Need at least one people that can really give me support.